“Heaven’s End” by The Devin Townsend Project
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(Source: from-the-deeps-and-below)
Is there a word for when someone actively ignores you for months and you’re so afraid months’ll turn into years again that you’d rather die than suffer this sick waiting and thinking of the possible reasons why? For when someone tries to deny your existence? (But you swear your heart is beating still, you’re trying still to live righteously or happily or in whichsoever way will sustain your soul.) For when you want to forget that someone who doesn’t care about you but who keeps appearing in your dreams so that it’s so extremely difficult to reciprocate the infinite sadness you feel due to this state?